Ahh, the joys of planning a wedding. Where do I begin? Nobody ever tells you how hard, annoying and stressful it is to actually plan a wedding. It’s all “fun” and “a great experience”. Well, maybe it seems like that after the fact, but when you are in the thick of it…it SUCKS. I have been having “weddingmares” lately. They normally consist of me waking up late the day of my wedding at around 4pm. I’m a mess, I can’t find my dress and nothing is set up yet. Oh yeah, and people are beginning to arrive and I have no idea where D is. I always wake up sweating and stressed out. Fun!!! I’m seriously considering dipping into my precious Xanex stash to get some real shut eye.
Grooms aren’t immune though. D has been feeling the stress, too. We have kicked it into high gear recently after a long time of hemming and hawing about things. I actually went on strike for a while in the beginning because once I got into it, I was like uhh, hell no.
Now it’s less than 12 weeks away (OMG!!!) and it’s scary!!! But…at least it’s almost here and will be over soon. Uggh.
*le sigh* I do not envy all the planning. yuck.
But 12 weeks!!! eek!
Now, it’s only 8 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!